Wednesday 30 May 2012

Brain Freeze

I think my brain is confused because I hear during the day and then I'm deaf at night when I remove the CI to sleep. I keep having regular dreams that I can hear at night. I'll dream that I can hear the kids calling out to me at night and I wake up ( in real life), realise that's impossible and go back to sleep again. This dream happens every few nights. I think maybe I'm scared that if the kids do call out to me I won't hear them. I also dream that Steve talks to me at night and I respond, just like I would during the day. This also wakes me up to check if Steve did in fact talk to me and by some sort of miracle my hearing has returned. So far, each time this has happened Steve is fast asleep, snoring silently.